Who knows?

I know, we do not fit in here, everyone loves each other but doesn’t know the whole meaning of the word, telling to your friends you have a boyfriend, then he cheats on you, you cry, alone, thinking those tears will help in something, but if you love him..How did he end doing that to you?, then he comes, he gives you a gentle touch on the shoulder at school, you don’t want to turn around, but you love him..So you turn. He tells you a lie you don’t even buy, but you still somehow believe it, because the guy you love said it…why ? again…you are in love. It sucks, your biggest desire is to forget him, but you can’t, even a 0.1%, you just CAN’T. You hate it, you hate him, you hate the world. Why you hate the world?, thats too obvious, …mmm…you don’t know?, I can tell you why…because he was born!

One of the things that can make you happy are:

- Wishing all the terrible things could happen on him

- being depressed, but not telling your best friends because they’ll tell you, “ OH PLEASE, forget him”, if it was only THAT easy, you would not think twice to forget him.

- or being depressed, telling your best friends, hopping somehow they all lie to you telling you “ yes..” or “ that’s right” the only words they say when you ask for an advice for you, but if they ask you an advice, you give everything you have to say and help your friend.

Why is the world like that?, everybody lies, cheats, breaks your heart…you already realized the world is like that, you can’t change it, but you looser, still hopes for the people to change, get that very clear.. they will not change, and you can’t do nothing about it.

it can be the same with a girl...just saying...